Don't mind my promise

I know i promised to continue my last post in this new one but i won't be doing that. Why???? Because i have a helluva good news to share with my blog. My  sister is back home and i am ecstatic, hence, my last Facebook post. Though the preparations for her arrival has been in motion for 2 days, it has finally happened. The freaking eagle has landed. I am so glad because she has been my go to help when i making big decisions and seeing her face to face is so much better than talking over the phone. Also she is more of the caretaker then me and i am sooooooooooooo tired of taking on her role since she left.
SO happy she's back. With that noted, am gonna go back to chatting with peeps.

DON'T FORGET TO TAKE MY POLL WHICH IS AT THE END OF MY BLOG.....thanks #kisses
adios......

#SHOCKING : Glee star Cory Monteith is dead

I really must have been living under a rock not tohave known that Glee's fast rising star Cory Monteith,aged 31, died 6 days ago. The coroner's report indicates that he died of heroin and alcohol overdose. This is all still surprising to me .though i know he had been battling the addiction since he was 19. I thought he checkedd into a rehab near his hometown 3 months ago, what then could be the cause of his relapse. Also how could no one notice his relapse, even his girlfriend and co-star Lea Michele with whom he lived.

He was last spotted with his beau at the Chrysalis ball looking very smart and dandy, so you can imagine my astonishment. It is sad that he has kicked the bucket when he had a bright future ahead of him. I can't help but wonder how the writers of the Musical-Comedy TV series Glee will go about this unfortunate incident. I hope this loss does not ruin the outstanding ratings the show has garnered.

my conddolences and dearest ssympathies to the Monteith family, the cast and crew of Glee and my fellow Monteith-ers..
Sad/...............SOOOOOOOO saaddddddddddd

OK, SO MAYBE ITS NOT SO CRAZY

Hello there friends, lovely night it is though i have cramps on my neck, all is fine at my end for now. Some crazy shit has happened to me these past few days, might not seem so crazy from your end but with the life am leading and what i envision it seems pretty crazy. Don't know what popped into my dad's mind but he got me a pc and a modem. Yep, thats right, a pc and a modem and now i get to blog whenever i want which is so awesome.He also seem supportive so far in processing my admission into a higher institution. I just hope this doesn't end like some subsequent 'help' he has rendered.
JUST A HEADS UP; i'll be making a lot of changes on my blog............................like anyone cares #sad face

SO FAR>>>>>>>>SOSO

Hello to whoever is reading this post. i know that there has been a long hiatus since i made my last post, i would love to say it was intentional but it wasn't. I can't find time to make any post because i don't have a pc or a desktop which i do now have with internet connection by the way. Even when i do get the the time, the famous "Writers Block" sets in, which exasperates me cos i have a lot to say and a lot of ideas but i sometimes can't seem to put it down coherently. With that been said, a lot of things has happened in my life that has me wondering why life is the way it is. Being that this is my virtual diary, i can say shit and not give a fuck about what anyone thinks about it. Maybe i should hide it from the public, not just yet.. Back to the matter at hand, life right now has me living without my sister close which would have been a good thing if she didn't have to move all the way to another area. She had a clash,  more of a "no-winning for her" disagreement with my dad which led to the move. I don't know i should say the conflict is a blessing in disguise or not because  she made a discovery about herself  which might not have happened if she were still here with us and am so glad she found out. Things for her might not be rosy at the moment but it will definitely get better, i pray.

After the JAMB examination , the wait for the result was apprehensive and it only escalated when articles were published a day later stating mass failure in the exams. Some results were either released, withheld, undisclosed or without biometric verification. Mine fell int o the released category but i had to pretend that it wasn't yet released because everyone around me fell into the other categories and i also didn't want undue attention.  A week later i and my younger brother went to JAMB office where a mob of  people  were in line to lay the same complain we had, we were given certain instruction and then told to go home and keep checking.  True to their word, three days later everyone i knew had seen their results and some were nothing to write home about. People i knew had to change institutions, courses and even worse some had to change their life plans like get a job and wait for next year's JAMB exam. Thanks to God, I and my siblings who wrote the exam didn't have to do that . Now we're waiting for the Post UME forms and we hope to knock it out of the park.

Other news; i have joined the church choir not fully willingly, i was coax by my dad who believe it will strengthen my spiritual life and devotion  and his other children . I always had the notion of joining in my head but i never really thought it would happen, now that it has i don't know how i feel yet. But it's happened 2 days ago so maybe i cant put to words what i feel later.

I really  need to find avenues to advertise my beaded jewellery line. If you have any suggestions please get to me either through my email: Tamzalarian@yahoo.com or on twitter: @tamzay or kindly leave a comment below.  THANKS FOR READING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

THE VIRGIN MIND........not clean at all

Have you ever thought of what is going o in the head of a virgin?  Her reasons for being what she is when the norms of the day give little or no regards to the chastity of a woman? Well maybe once or twice, but really what do you care. To you she is just dulling, she no JASI.
This post wants to let you into the not so clean mind of a lady who is still a virgin. Do you know that when you're told or you tell yourself to evade something, it ends up being all you can think about? That's exactly what comes to play in this situation.

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Today i woke up late and tired and still a virgin. I am glad to be a virgin i thought to myself as i headed for the toilet to rinse my face. I removed the flip flops at the bathroom door and walked inside, stopped right in front of the mirror , opened the basin tap and took a handful of water and splashed it on my face and another handful into my mouth, gurgled and spit it out. I sighed and rought my hand to my mouth and trying to get a whiff of my breath, whatever i said, its not like am going to be doing any kisssing today. What if i actualy do, i thought? would i lick his lips or would it be better to just bite it? i closed my eyes and i bent my head sideways imitating a kissing position,openig and closing mu lips slowly and occasionally thrusting my tongue out. I then opened my eyes to see my self in the mirror still fake kissing as i bent my head the oher way. Oh that doesnt  seem good , i thought to myself , then i leaned the lower half o my face forward. "Now thats good" I stopped, staring at my neck and then i thought if i am being a good girl then how do ireward myself how about if i find yself in bed with a guy. what would it hurt to just wonder? I would take off my robe, i kept imagining as i took of my robe lstilll staring at my reflection in the mirror,seductively. glide towards him like this,swaying my hips, then climb on the bed and crawl up to meet him still keeping eye contact and i'll whisper, "hey handsome, how about we.......................................
Felicia! Felicia! Get down here and help me make breakfast", my mom screamed from below. "Be right there",i screamed in reply. Oh well, i said as i walked briskly out of the bathroom to my close to clothe myself.

BELATED GREETINGS

Happy belated new year folks. Holla to those who made it into 2013 and to those who didn't, may their souls rest in peace. I can never get off that sinking feeling I get whenever a person dies. I guess I still have that everyone should live forever mentality etched inside of me. So to kickstart the ongoing year, I will be activating my #Doctor mode which will have me prescribing movies, books, songs (excluding the popular ones) and the whatnots and then some.

 But before I go on, I want to address those who have made their New Year Resolutions. How has it been going for all of ya? Hehehe, wanna know your reply.

Back to the former yarn, with the fuss of new year "parry tinz" gone i expect this month activities to mellowed a little. Get your finances back on track, (that is if you borrowed money last year,pay back abeg. God knows am no saint when it comes to that), lubricate you work energy cos its time to start working for those goals you are hoping to attain.

That aside, I happened to come accross a book that I had always had in mind to get but hasn't been a top priority. So when the opportunity presented itself, I grabbed it. The book title is ACT LIKE A LADY, THINK LIKE A MAN by the famous black american comedian Steve Harvey.

The book, I sum up in three words, just like steve does in the book all the time, Simple, Straightforward and Eyeopening. He writes about men's perception of love, relationships, intimacy and commitments. With 3 chapters; The mindset of a man, Why men do what they do , The playbook: how to win the game,broken down to crumbs for easy understanding.

There are a lot of reasons as to my love for the book. One being that he infuses the love of God in it and another being the chatting feel of the writing. It seems like he is there talking to you as you read. This prescription goes to the gals and guys, yes guys who are sick of baseless and sports fishing guys/girls.(You'll understand what sports fishing is when you read the book).

If you are not a fan of reading, here's the good news. There's a film adaptation of the book, though I have not been chanced to watch it. I bet it will cover some topics about the book but I'll still prefer you to stick to reading the book. And here's where I'll drop my pen....no ratings for the book today cos I have like 10 pages left. So gotta go, bye, and once again Happy Belated New Year.....hahahaha